Some of my favourite things...

Feeling So Free~

2009-12-06T12:08:00.002+08:00

nope this post is not about me having alot of free time..but instead, I feel so liberated and free...free from my own negative beliefs, thoughts...and I find that I'm happy when I'm alone, when I'm with my family or with friends..everything makes me happy although there are rollercoaster rides sometimes..but I just feel grateful and contented..

For the first time, I understood the consequences of asking too many 'why' (questions)....now what I'll do is say Thanks for letting me experience this..I keep saying thanks..and each day I improve myself and overcome all negative feelings and FEAR!...

I don't feel like breaking down so often...which is good..and I just confide in my heart or with someone who understands..seek opinions from learned person who knows the subject really well....I'm no longer afraid but instead always ready to face new experiences...reality and opportunities..=) Thanks God, Thanks to myself (for not being so stubborn) and thanks Everyone! who have made this CHANGE (which I've been asking for so long) possible!

hmm...less pain.but...

2009-11-20T17:06:00.002+08:00

I was at my desk checking my emails, finishing my report and playing some games, when I felt my chair was wet. I urinated without feeling anything. Well, the injury at my spine really weakens my pelvic area.

So, I think I should go and try out some exercise that can help strengthen the muscles.

Hmmm...I hope I'll get well soon.

=)))) Fighting!

Suffering from Lower Back Pain

2009-11-19T15:59:00.004+08:00

hmm..life has been so hard on me after IAP started...

to be honest I'm still traumatized by the whole experience...It was shocking to get a dose of reality, where the adult world is so ugly, filled with lies, betrayal, deceit, jealousy and backstabbing.

First week of IAP was hell, no one was there to guide and assist me..I'm supposed and expected to be a ready-made worker who knows exactly what to do and how the operation runs.

Having to meet and work with an evil supervisor adds up to the misery. I thought I was being too sensitive and then day after day, I realized that I wasn't and the reality was that he's evil.

He cheats workers' money, borrows money or things and never return it back to its rightful owner, irresponsible, never own up to his problems, scolds, shouts and demoralizes people unneccesarily(including myself), expects people to worship and show him respect, refuses to touch horticultural waste, exploit and make use of people to carry out his evil deeds like signing forms which involves deducting workers' salaries, in short he's a two-faced snake that seriously needs one big strike of lightning to his head.

There are a few instances where we had a big argument and he was not happy with me, he tried to knock me down with his lorry, but thank God, I managed to escape.

Every single day, I was forced to do sanitation works instead of horticultural works. I did not get to touch, grow and smell plants, all I got was to smell stinking, rotten food leftovers, collect garbage around Botanic Gardens, pick up cigarette buds, sweet wrappers, food packaging filled with crawling,big, black ants and other human waste. That itself was a culture shock to me. But, I refused to think negatively about this, I keep telling myself that I'm doing this for Singapore, I'm keeping my home clean, I'm doing a good deed for each day; and so I endured the hardship for more than a month (30 painful days).

There were moments I got into big fights and arguments with him, and debated the issue with the bosses, but they were of no help either. Yes, they gave me a promotion of Assistant Manager, a higher rank but without much authority (Just to show they want to help me, train me up and get me out of the sticky situation). It was a whole lot of crap and lies again. I was actually pushed down a deep ocean without safety jackets and oxygen tanks to sustain me.

All the resources I need to arrange cleaning works for the gardens was contantly sabotaged by the evil snake. Everyday I was drowning and calling out for help, but I didn't get any help, support and resources from the HQ. In fact the boss told me to collaborate and co-operate with him. Half the time I can't even understand what he's talking about and most of the time he will act on his own.

Internal issues are already a big mess and external issues are much worse also, clients are already a handful and some are unreasonable, demanding, arrogant and not really smart to begin with.

I love to eavesdrop so I was lucky enough to get to hear this statement made by a head section of the Botanic Gardens:

' Can you pull the orchids and make it larger?' (a colleague of mine said, wow, we don't need breast implants or enlargement pills, everything can simply be big and large with just one pull, ROFL)
' I want jetwashing works to start at 6pm, if contractors can change orchids at 6pm, I don't see why you can't carry out jetwashing works'

'Can you employ workers who are like monkeys, fast and can jump here and there, run up and down' (Sure, there loads of them in the rainforest, you don't have to look far, its just at Bukit Timah, haahah)

The clients were so fixated on the past, they don't see the now. Everything must be like last time, last time, who the hell knows what the garden was like the last time. haha! But, I'm pretty sure the garden still survives with or without us.

My heart laughed at the same time cried, Jetwashing works is a dangerous process where visibility needs to be effective at all times, changing orchids and jetwashing are two different things and have different risk levels. God, why are Singaporeans so dumb, selfish and love to play God.

My workers get into trouble for having water breaks, the Assistant Director of the gardens always make unfair judgements to my workers. He's been sitting in an air-conditioned room for half a day, not knowing what people have been doing outside (digging, planting, shedding blood, tears and sweat) so, when he comes out once in a while and happens to see the worker standing, resting and catching his breath he made a lot of noise and kick up a fuss.

This is another fellow who needs a strike of lightning to his head.

Hey, even visitors who don't do hard labour, wants to rest their tired feet and sit on the park benches.

Well, I'm basically pouring my heart out, because I can see that Singaporeans won't go far if all they care about is money and fame. From my point of view, many of us put ourselves first and we always miss the bigger picture.

I think this whole 2 1/2 months experience has really changed me, a bit traumatized still, but I'm pretty sure I'll become a better person, who manages people very well and don't need to use harsh tones and sarcastic words to get things done.

I raise my hands to the sky and feel so grateful that God allowed me to see this side of the world and at the end of the day, I'm still the cheerful me who knows and understands a little bit more than some others, and yes, I've already share it here for all to ponder and get some strength to move on in life.

I'm truly grateful to have met nice people like Uncle Lee, our foreman, An Ting my senior cum colleague, my bangladeshi workers, my local aunties and uncles, Landscape Technicians: Mr Heng, Maran, Cik Mail, Cik Aminah, Cik Syidah, Boon Chuan and Cik Ali.

Thank you for making my days at BG a bearable one. Mr Heng, I sure am gonna miss the bus rides we used to have together. Take care...hopefully u'll find a loving wife soon that will care for you until the end of time. Maran, gdluck finding ang moh girls, hopefully you won't be so lonely. BC, all the best with life, jia you!....Cik Mail, sorry I can't listen to your whinings anymore abt our infamous BG Manager (hahah).

Thanks to my family, Hong Yi, Nisa, Dr Koh, Ms Kan, Mr Chow, Dr Chitra, Mr Dhanen for all your support. Sorry to have made everyone worry.=S.. I'm recovering pretty well from the injury...(long hours of walking, non-stop) =)

Yearbook

2009-10-03T16:01:00.003+08:00

Hey all...here's the yearbook I've designed. But it will not be used because Kavidha will come up with something better....=)

Enjoy!

New Skin...Old me

2009-09-27T17:06:00.002+08:00

hahha!!thanks to Nisa...she and her creative juices revamped the old boring layout of this blog...into this beautiful layout...thanks dearie!!!haha!

Alright....to tell you the truth life hasn't been quite the same...after starting IAP it was indeed an eye opener for me...I witnessed so many 'dark' things, like people mistreat people, power play, internal politics, betrayal and arrogance.

I trust myself when I say, school can only equip you with a set of knowledge and skills, however, school itself would never teach us about life. It's not even part of any syllabus. Lecturers always tell us the good stuff, things we want to hear, but I honestly feel that they should be honest and tell students the truth of what to expect in working life. They should share with students how people lost their innocence and become arrogant and start to take control and make other people's life miserable.

How people suck up to superiors to gain favour and to get promoted faster. Did I hear any lecturer telling me this...NO!..honestly NO!...most I heard was that...'Oh, the prospect of horticultural industry is very bright and promising!' yeah right!

All this career talks and cadetship crap..was really an advertisement...what goes on behind the scenes to strive for greenery excellence was not beautiful at all. People shed tears, sweat, blood, time and many had to make sacrifices in order to maintain the so-called high standards of the park or garden.

Yet, these are the people who are being looked down upon, poorly paid and their efforts were never appreciated.

I think its a great lesson for me, I'm being reminded so that wherever I go, wherever I will be, whatever I achieve would mean nothing if I stop listening, if I stop asking, if I stop smiling, if I start putting myself first, if I forget how to walk on the ground and smell the roses and earth.
Something I learnt: Always put others first before yourself!

I really hate what I'm seeing right now, and maybe because I'm a perfectionist and have the tendency to hope that other people can see what I'm seeing...but I forgot they too have imperfections and they too are forgetful. Sooner or later they'll still need to learn what they have to learn. I can't learn it for them. I'm grateful God, let me understand this and gave me the awareness so I would not commit the same sins.

So, I will strive to survive and learn as much as possible during these 6 mths internship. I will definitely become a person who is more aware and very sharp in detecting cunning people that's always taking the easy way out and sucking up to superiors and making other people's lives miserable in order to achieve their goals.

A Day @ SNOW CITY & SCIENCE CENTRE

2009-06-16T20:30:00.007+08:00

haha!another outing with my dudes...this time its at snow city! well, out of 4 people, I'm the only one who haven't feel and play with snow..Jakon...(country bumpkin, again)

so, the photos below will share with you about our adventure for the day... enjoy the tour....

Yay....I was very excited to see snow...and guess what someone's also so geared up until she can't keep still and started dancing..is that a chicken dancing?

Hoho....after renting the jackets, gloves and boots we snugged into these thick, heavy jackets in the dressing room. And all of us look like chubby, cute pandas..including Hong Yi..ahahah...Don't you think so....?

Here comes the snow....brrrrrr..!!!FREEZING!!!!...we paid a visit to our dearest friends the Eskimos...ohhh I was hoping to see penguins all around and geez...there weren't any except for the children's playground which is strictly for children...cis!

HOHOHO!!!!Welcome to our hut!!! This is what I call FROZEN SMILE...my lips cracked, my lungs suffocated with cold air and my whole body went super dry...but it was fun...Snowball Fighting was the BEST!!!hahaahah!

And FINALLY!!!JENG JENG JENG!!!WE CONQUERED EVEREST!!! believe it or not..all four of us conquered everest...mcm ya ya la gitu (yeah right).....

After half an hour of winter wonderland, we couldn't stand the cold any longer...(it was -7 degree celsius...they are crazy...) we proceed to Science Centre...there was a Math exhibition going on..so, I present to you Mr.Maths Universe..!! wait wait a second...Mr. Math???hmmm...Nisa you are female..you can never be Mr...ahahhaah!

ehem...ehem....someone's tempted to win big bucks I see....ahahhaah! woi...haram..woi...haram...jgn main judi..(gambling is sinful)

ENEMY AT THE GATES!!!!!FIGHT!!!BOOM!BOOM!...I thought World War II was wayyyy over....guys...BE NICE! Stop fighting, can?!

Oh...after a long day....we chilled out at Nisa's place..Ohhhh..My Cik Ana was super nice...she made delicious noodles for our hungry stomach!...yummy! And we met Ekhsan!!!Cute little boy!!!...Hong Yi stop molesting the boy...leave him alone!ahhaahhaah!!!

Ok..that's about it...hope you enjoyed the adventure..C u nxt time!!

Fort Canning Park

2009-06-14T20:33:00.003+08:00

hey folks..! some photos to share from a field trip we had on Thursday, 14th of June 09... enjoy!

Welcome folks, to FORT CANNING PARK! It's my first time here so...ahahah..a bit 'Jakon' (country bumpkin)

We were led straight to the black box. A small lecture theatre where we were given an introduction to the place and also briefed about future plans to improve FCP.

And of course, Melanie and her cute little pose....she's feeling bored...poor thing...

Some of the attractions in Fort Canning Park...A culinary school...hmmm..of all places why must it be this haunted piece of land...I wonder...tak takot hantu raya ke?mana tau skali2 balik cari makan...opocot...terkejot! (aren't they afraid of ghosts stealing food?..hahaha)

They also have empty halls for members of the public to rent it and organize their events here in Fort Canning Park. The fee is from $600 and above...

equipment, security, food and beverages not included...ahaha!

Another significant event being held here is the SINGAPORE INTERNATIONAL

WOODCARVING SYMPOSIUM...apo bonde tuh?(I'm clueless)

I think its an event where artists use old stumps or dead trees and make something out of it and then call it an ART.

Oh yes, this creepy carvings is a mural that commemorates the Majapahit civilization that established in the early days of Singapore. You know Parameswara?? yup..that guy and his people came to Singapore and settled here...

Ohhohoho...Mr Spiky here, is a cotton tree...according to the tour guide, this tree is a hang out and chill out spot for the PONTIANAKS(female ghosts who died during labor)!heeeeheeee! I gulped and quickly made my move...100km/h..zoom!

This tree was cultivated because of its value, cotton is a booming business back then.

ahhhhh....what's Fort Canning Park without a Fortress, right??? So, tada!

A Fortress left behind by the British Army during World War II. It's more than 100 years old, if I heard the tour guide correctly.

Behind the giganormous, black door of the fortress there lies another secret route that leads to the top of the fortress...my God! I was trembling, because the entrance was really squeezy, I'm claustrophobic...so congrats to me..I made it back home, still living..ahaha!

I remembered, I practically screamed at the tour guide, because he joked about locking the gate after everyone climbed up...ahhaha! I was really freaked out!

From the eyes of a national hero....

Thanks for making Singapore a nice place to live in..

So, that's the end of my tour...hope you guys enjoyed it..!

Turf Management Lesson Plan

2009-04-25T23:21:00.001+08:00

Dear folks, please take note of the following dates for TFM lessons:-

7th May 2009

21st May 2009

4th June 2009

2nd July 2009

16th & 30th July 2009: 2 Field Trips followed by a Practical Test.

All lessons commence from 9am-12pm on alternate Thursdays.

3s....School Starting Soon

2009-04-18T13:57:00.002+08:00

Well....I'm having mixed feelings abt this coming semester..excited, sad at the same time..excited because of the opportunities coming my way....sad because my comrades that fight alongside with me is no more with me..they went for their attachment...so feels kind of empty somewhat...also..I'm not gonna enjoy waking up and sleeping late...watch late night movies..ahhaha!=DDD....sigh...its alright..ther's always weekends I guess!!=DD

Aja, Jia You, Ganbatte Aishah!!

Beautiful Moth...

2009-03-31T00:18:00.003+08:00

hohoho....look at this beauty...I found it resting on my bathroom door...so SNAP, took a photo of it..I love the green furry, bushy hair....

Cute Kitty Video

2009-03-29T23:02:00.001+08:00

Lovely Kitten Bobo @ Yahoo! Video

Earth Hour

2009-03-28T23:37:00.004+08:00

It's Earth Hour....we turned off the lights from 8.35pm-9.50pm=D..my room's really dark...so I had to use my laptop's screen to source for light.....hahaha!=D

Let's Save Our Earth Folks!

Well, before Earth Hour we went out to Suntec City..window shopping...I saw Patrick in Toys r Us...It meant nothing to me at first until my sister made a comment:

'Hey! Patrick is going for a tummy trim....weight loss programme...he's trying to cut some inches ..!'

Goodness, I laughed so hard...take a closer look at this photo and enjoy a good laugh like I did today..!=D

Slim and trim Pat!

hmmmm....why?

2009-03-27T05:00:00.003+08:00

It's 5 am in the morning and I can't sleep..probably because of the medication I'm taking so it sort of changes my body's system...and goodness the itch is murder...

Well, atleast yesterday I had fun helping mom out....while my classmates had an enjoyable farewell party...I'm gonna miss them really....especially John ...during 9PMGT class...

God knows what he did to sabotage my stuff on my pc station while I'm away for a minute or two...during DGA n ITA lessons..first year...hahaha!he spelled chinese characters that said ghost on Adobe illustrator...played with the hot air balloon graphic...ahaha...that was hilarious...in summary he never fails to make me laugh...=D..John you can become a well-loved entertainer someday!

Well I guess the best thing to do now, is to hold on to the sweet memories we had together and use it to keep us going, moving forwards...I guess we all must say goodbye to all the good things we have when it's time to let go huh?......it hurts but hey, atleast we shared great moments filled with laughter, ups and downs together...=D

All the best to Alicia, Pei Pei and John..Do your best for your attachment I'll see you in 6 months time...=D...btw say Hi to the koalas and kangaroos for me if you happened to see any...

Gardening: Propagating Cryptanthus sp.

2009-03-10T20:13:00.005+08:00

Today's gardening session with Dr Koh is about how to propagate Cryptanthus sp.

Basically, all we need to do is separate the offsets from the parent plant.

Just make sure the offset is about 10-20cm in height, if it's too small then the chance of survival is quite low or it takes a very very long time to establish.

This is Cryptanthus 'Pink Starlight'

This is Cryptanthus fosterianas 'Black Mood' a native plant of Brazil

The white patterns are actually trichomes (furry-like structure on leaf blades). The patterns are caused by genetic variations. Looks like a zebra to me!=D

Thanks Flickr.com for the lovely photos..hahaha!=D

Welcome 2009!

2008-12-31T21:46:00.003+08:00

2008 has been a great year for me...painful but great...I learnt many things that I never knew before...I guess life doesn't always turn out the way u plan...so, all we have to do is have faith in God and ourselves..Trust him...He knows what's best for all of us...=D

Thanks to everyone that made me smile each day...telling me that even in the darkest of times there is still light and you can still find hope..somewhere...=D

HAPPY NEW YEAR FOLKS!!! GOD BLESS YOU!

No Safest Place To Hide

2008-12-18T16:56:00.002+08:00

My God...seems that there's no safest place to be even in Singapore..I was just at the ATM near my block and when I got home my mom told me that someone got bashed and mugged...

I feel soo sorry for that guy...all he wanted to do was to send some hard-earned money back to Malaysia for his family...and he end up in hospital (maybe) having to pay all the expensive hospital bills...

Well, I guess we are indeed the destructive race..we are worst then demons I must say...God knows what we are capable of...it upsets and scares me at the same time..I'm praying hard so that these few people who still have awareness and who knows that God is always watching us will continue to spread some kindness and love to others...

Today it happened to him, tomorrow it could be my father(God Forbid) or someone else's husband...so think before you act...it's a Karma...

Depressed..

2008-11-03T14:42:00.002+08:00

hmm...feeling a bit out of sorts lately...dunno why..i guess the blue moon is out..AAHAH!..I just sent my dearest Kit(cat) to the Vet for sterilisation...very nervous and scared at the same time..hope his alright...

I just will be hope and pray that this time around these two cats will live long enough for me to shower loads n loads of love on them....Hope this time around things slightly better than it was before when late Meelo was still alive..=)....We all missed him soo much...our beloved pet..=D..God Bless your soul...

Nearly went crazy but luckily I managed to find good websites and pet bereavement groups to help me cope with the pain...yeah maybe it's just a cat..but no one can understand those bonds of love growing stronger n stronger every single day..unless he/she knows what taking care n loving a pet means...=D

Ok...I'm feeling alot better now...can't wait to bring my dearest Kit home...=D

Have a great day ya all!

A potluck(mixed) feeling

2008-10-30T19:32:00.002+08:00

Got my second choice for FYP...kinda excited but at the same time it scares me...=(....alright enuff of ranting...got loads of things to settle..copic markers, assignments..=D

Flying With Metal Wings

2008-09-08T14:16:00.002+08:00

haha...tmr is a big day for me...very nervous about it...my first travelling...away frm family...Packed everything I need...thank God it's still less than 10kg...I'm planning to bring home goodies ofcourse...*chills*...

Well, of course my family is super scared, anxious and worried...but I told them to pray for me..so I'll safely arrive home to see them...thanks Mom for the clothes you bought for me!!Thanks Teems for the Prepaid Card you bought for me(although it can't be used..nvm)!Thanks Pops for the encouragement to go travelling..!Thanks acik for your prayers and kind thoughts!!Thanks Kak Ifah for the money!!hehe!I buy u jerok ok...?aahah..

I love Ya all!SEE YOU LATER!=D

JOHOR TRIP

2008-06-05T21:39:00.004+08:00

Dear Folks,

JOHOR TRIP

BUY MATERIALS FOR MODEL MAKING PROJECT

Venue: JOHOR BAHRU

Time: 10.30 am

Meeting Point: KRANJI MRT STATION

Teacher in-charge: Ms. Tek Swee Lang

Best Regards

Aishah

BZ BZ BZ WEEK

2008-06-05T10:36:00.002+08:00

After surviving the bz months I'm proud to say that I'm a survivor!!!HAHAH!still alive, still breathing, still happy as ever....ok...now the term break has started..I'm planning a quick vacation for myself...either we go for a BBQ, an outing to the beach...or go macdonalds..HAHA!

Ok I shall keep you folks updated...=D

Regards

Aishah

SENTOSA FLOWERS

2008-02-23T23:38:00.012+08:00

Venue: Sentosa Date:15 Feb 2008

It's the Year of The Rat. Yes, the whole place has this Chinese Landscape ambience. All the plants are all the famous plants used during Chinese New Year. heheeheh....and this is a photo of me n my mom at the ENTRANCE of the event.

woooo.....strong rat...big rat....yes I gotta admit these statues of the rats are quite eerie looking...:-S

LOOK AT THEM!!! SOOO CUTE!!!!.....animals are well-known to have big happy families....KAWAII neh..?

After a tiring loooonnngggg walk, we found shade under a bamboo tree...it felt like home, a Chinese home...so fun!!

YUMMY!!!!A GIGANORMOUS PINEAPPLE! purple pineapple????????hmmmm....it seems like both of us are guarding the pineapple...from what? birds??insects???

A bridge...a bridge..yippeee...we found a bridge...alamak too bad if I got a boyfren it'll be sooo romantic...but now with mom..cannot...haha!!!

My dad took a photo from top view...notice the scenery...it's just superbly beautiful....=D

Tada....a proud merlion and a proud trio...standing tall......*Majulah Singapura playing*hahahaha!

Toodles..thank you visitors for reading..hope you enjoyed the journey of going to Sentosa Flowers....!=D=D

A Day @ West Coast Park Thurs, 31 Jan 08

2008-02-17T19:29:00.007+08:00

So, here's the story...we all board the excursion bus and that same bus zoomed us all here, to West Coast Park. Here we are, checking out the first site to conduct some soil tests...to see whether our good frens(trees, plants etc.) are having a great home..

the weather was indeed very cool, not too piercing hot...it felt like Heaven..wooo I'm surrounded with golden light...

we were waiting for some frens that got lost and they didn't have a clue about our bearings...haha...so we waited..=D

Moving on from one site to another..we spotted this TREE! THE CANONBALL TREE!!BOOM! and here is the photo of it's flower...ain't it pretty people???? hehe...it looks kinda 'out of this world'..alien plant..now, if the plant can read this, I'm sure gonna get it..=D

YES! GROUP PHOTO!!!!!hey...where's me!!oh I forgot I'm behind my camera...I should ask from my teacher to send in this photo with me in it.....ah ha!I spot something....can you all seee????=D

No, my dear blog readers..this time it's not about a forest pixie...it's abt our fren here...CHAO YI!!!!you see....all the preetttyyy girls are on your right..there's no one on the left side of this park..HAHAH!!!ayooo....you ahh....come share with me, who did you see??????ahaha...=D

Last but not least, our physical trainer...Ms Melanie!come on Mel let's work out that fats..FATS?FATS?YOU ARE SLIM! UR FATS LEVEL ARE UNDER CONTROL!...come, get down frm there!...lets go McDonalds!Put in more fats....haahahha,......slim already oso want to exercise...*shake head* tsk tsk tsk......

I had a great day with everyone! It was a pleasant outing...we filled in our empty stomachs with burgers, hashbrowns and other oily stuffs...and went back to school!

hahaha!!!THANK YOU ALL!=D

YOOOHHOOO!!!

2008-02-10T14:35:00.000+08:00

hellllooo...my dearest readers!!!!long time nooooo seeeee all of u....heheh!well, I've been occupied lately with my Landscape Design Teacher's(Mr.J)(squints eyes n sandwiched lips) work..designing, designing and organizing all the conceptual plans...SIAN!(boring in Chinese)hahaha...

well, for this post I want to share with you some photos of the recent field trips we had for this semester, with Mr.Chow n Cekgu Saiful...hahah..so here's the story....jeng jeng!

A TRIP TO BEDOK NEWater Plant

Tue, 29 Jan 08

hahaaaaa...can u spot the forest pixie?????....there...there...the one in the middle....hahahah!yes..this time it's my turn to be the forest pixie....popping my head between Lai Ying n Lynn...hahaa...

O_O O_O O_O....PRETTY LADIES!!!!!wooooo!!!haha....so..back to our story...I'm soo distracted..

sharp @ 3pm both classes gathered at Blk 1 to board the excursion bus....and we were actually very dead sleepy coz we just had lunch and very tired....but for the sake of learning..we fought these distractions and continued with the journey...some of us fell asleep in the bus....zzzzzzz...

We took about 45 mins to reach the NEWater Plant...and guess what..Melanie spotted A PINK ANTIQUE CAR!!!hahah..yes..pink...pink is her favourite color...=D I've been there before so basically the place is still the same no change.....they had the same video, same hosts, same games and same goodies(A bottle of NEWater -_-)...*sigh

The only thing I look forward to has always been this....WALKING ON NEWater....someday I'll surely have this in my bungalow...hehehe...hhmmmm...how much do you think it'll cost me?^-^

ROW ROW ROW UR BOAT..GENTLY DOWN THE SINGAPORE 'LONGKANG'..ehhh sorryy sorryyy...RIVER....if a politician sees this..I'm screwed!

HAHAH!!!....got a shot of a tired-looking Mr.Chow and worn out mates....but I should say the trip was fun coz we had each other to make us laugh!

To be continued....next adventure is with Cekgu Saiful...hehe...WEST COAST PARK HERE WE COME!

Launch of the Learning Park on 19 Dec 2007

2007-12-24T19:39:00.000+08:00

this took place at Clementi Woods Park. Well, this time around the event is not that fun coz some of us were idle and confused as we don't know how to help out with the event..anyway here are some photos I would like to share.....haha!

This is Khairul and me...sooo difficult to persuade him to take a photo..haiz..always say he not handsome..I had to convince him that I too wasn't that handsome..muahaha!

G01 friends...nice pose people!

Everybody busy busy dizzzy...lecturers arranging brochures and pots of sedum plants for our guests to bring home, students practicing ushering skills and our emcees rehearsing their speech..everything needs to be tip top..as this is a so-called prestigious event...

The Ultimate Trio....Yi Ting, Wen Ping n Khairul!!!hahahaa...hmmmm these three can do colgate commercial ahh..nice, clean n white teeth...hehe!

Ahhh..this cute guy here is Gurion pronounced as "Ge~Ron" or G for short...haha..he's the emcee for the day...man he's a really good speaker..nvm..I shall catch up..=D

This is where NP's principal n Director of NParks sign an agreement..NP has officially adopted CWP as a learning hub for NP students..ahah...well...after all these extravagant event we had refreshments at Sakura Restaurant..goodness the food sux! believe it or not they serve seafood salad with vinegar n chilli....in the morning..HAHA!what kind of a breakfast is that...stomachs all empty and they are tempting us to make holes in our tummy..hahah

After being served by a disappointing breakfast...I waited for bus 30 to zooom home..haha...and I saw this super super romantic ad at the busstop..it tickles all my romantic nerves n bones..mauahh!ooohh..soo in the mood to fall in love...man...just haven't found my guy yet..haha

Okies enough of fairytales...time to get back to work..ahha!loads to do..thnx for visiting!!!c u all later!

Class Outing With Mr.Chow

2007-12-13T20:05:00.000+08:00

well...it took place at Pizza Hut..poor Mr.Chow he really thot there's a buffet @Pizza Hut..I thot so too..but then there wasn't any...haiz...so all of us ordered student meals....haha!hehe...okies...I think I shall let the photos do the talking..haha!enjoy!

After a super delicious, tempting lunch..I requested the manager to take a photo of us..hehe! and then Mr.Chow had to go back to his office...and so..when the teacher's not ard the students go out and play!aahahah!

WE PLAYED POOL!John...arrange the ball properly...dun psycho the balls it won't listen to u.....dun cheat!

We girls dunno how to play yet so we sit n watch and learn from the 'masters' of POOL...Mr.John n Mr.Edward...so guess whose gonna forfeit the tournament...haha....we have a wonderful PRIZE for those who forfeit u noe...

Good...there shall not be emnity between us..soo shake hands n smile..play professionally...=D

And the tournament begins! Focus John..focus....full concentration..his giving his best shot...haha!

ALAMAK!!!John...u focus oso still lose ahhh....so this is wat we all made him do!!!Go Do Indian Dance!

And now it's the ladies' turn...haha...smile2..dun be nervous..the stick won't bite u..haha!our masters are here to coach us..hahah!

We played for almost 2 hours...wah...soo fun!and this is what I call the POOL AMATEURS(Beginners)! Thanks John for the treat!!!

We really enjoyed ourselves today...thanks soo much everyone for making it possible..and yes we shall practice our skills more..n hold another tournament...haha..ciaoz!=D

Floristry last Friday on 30 Nov

2007-12-01T20:51:00.000+08:00

Huahah!this time around the lesson was quite boring coz there's lect..but we did learn a few things like hydroculture and stuff...

okies...as usual..photos to share..ahah!=D

haha...I picked this 'lovely' piece of wood..it looks like a skull..my God it was quite scary at first..but then I tried to tell myself it's just a piece of wood..hehe..

My end product..but not good enuff for Dr.Koh sooo he amended it a bit...

TADA!!!~oklah..looks alrite to me..haha!

Sebast!pretty girl stand next to u still dun want to smile..cheh!act cute ahhh..like anime boy like that...HAHA!

Kavidha: Aishah is that a camera?

Aishah: Yes, Kavidha it is..And it took your photo already...=D

Johnnnn...haha...very rare...to get you to take a photo...ahaha!

ehem..Mr.Floristry very busy adjusting and placing the flowers..shhh..he needs full concentration!

Hahahaha!!!!pretty ladies....ahhhhhh...ehhhh...wait...I saw something!!!

cheh....another forest pixie....haha...no this time around it's flower pixie...haahaha!

Lai Ying!!!!!!sooo poooorrr thing....u do flower arrangement until u dozed off...during photoshoot some more...standing up!!!WAHHH!!!power!super talented..!haha!

Continued from previous post=D

2007-11-26T01:30:00.000+08:00

Floristry..haha...this time it's quite challenging coz we are actually doing flower arrangements for a Parents' Seminar...so it had to look good...and elegant for the 'prestigious' event...haha...and soo...together with a partner we were given the materials..and Go!start doing..haha

Lynn and Lai Ying (creating a masterpiece, it was too short but Dr.Koh managed to save the day..haha)

Some of us...got stuck halfway and soooo..our hero in floristry Yusri is helping Kavidha the damsel in distress with her arrangement..huahah!

HAHA!It's done..the masterpiece!hey wait...I think I spot something..do u see what I see..?

CHEH!!!a forest pixie!!!no wonder so off beat..!!HAHA!~Derrick act cute horrrr...haha!

HAHA!The Ultimate Duo and Our Masterpiece!!We got an A for this..thank God!hehe!Good Job Yus!!

HAHA!...ehem..Hello Professors!very nice arrangement...u arrange flowers or u do stem cell research..so serious..cheh!!scare me..anyway..nice arrangement!I like it..next time see girlfren must do nice2 one for them k..haha!

PRESENTING THE A+++++ AWARD WINNING ARRANGEMENT

Done By: Future Tai Tai Melanie & Ame!

Well Done!!!

Lastly, we are supposed to design this gloomy foyer with our arrangements..haha...it still looks barren but we did try to make it look pretty...haha!=D

Ahhh so here's the end results of the empty foyer...with a grp of pretty ladies and a bunch of pretty flowers...a sight for sore eyes!.mauaha!...

It was a very tiring but fun!Well Done People!!JIA YOU!All The Best For Upcoming Tests!

REDCamp Day 1 & 3

2007-11-24T21:55:00.001+08:00

First day of REDCamp..haha...these are Dr.Koh's helpers for the day...

Sheryl....push the trolley quick!...do work properly ah....

ehem...couple of the day..ahahh...kidding2....

Group photo...cheez people!

These pretty people are the visitors for the day..had a great chat..pleasure meeting ya all..!

Haha..another group photo...I noe lah..u all are pretty ladies..huahah...=D

A very gentleman I met..his name is Hayden...all the best for ur future!!!=D

Day 3...Final Day of REDCamp

New helpers...Pei Pei, Edward, Sheryl, Alicia & Me...weee!

Hey John!!!hahah...u want to join HLM in Ngee Ann???He's the GL(group leader)..so he brought these group of students tour around the HLM Lab...Cool!

Another group of students...pretty ladies...sadly I can't remember their names...oops...hey if u visit my blog pls tag n give ur name k..pardon me..I'm quite forgetful=D

SMILE!!!!

Yay!It was exhausting but it was fun!!!!after this we still have lessons which is floristry..haha...I shall share with you another time!toodles!=D

Workskill...haha!my hands, my back..ouch!

2007-11-14T21:01:00.001+08:00

Today's workskill was @ CWP...haha...met Mr.Chandran again..lesson was fun..coz we all learn how to dig a hole..using changkol..wooo..loved it..I feel strong..haha..but die la..muscle pull everywhere...haha

ayyooo..fuh..scare me...Mel..nice one!=D

okies some photos I wanna share..

Sebast!!!more strength Sebast!!Jia You..!!!yah...now that's a man!!!hehe..ignore me..=D

Hahaha....my beloved co-farmers...smile2...we are all under the same sun!=D

Nice pose people....!Hardworking ahhh..good!If not I send you all back to Indo(I'm quoting Mel)..hahaha=D

Floristry Sux~~!

2007-11-04T13:01:00.000+08:00

hahaah!the title explains the whole purpose of me posting in this blog....the whole subject is fun because there will be no tests, quizzes or the torturous exams...grrrr!hehe...

it seems easy, but it's not..coz we have to bear in mind the contour, the flowers, the symmetry and other jialat stuffsss..

this is the second time we are doing it so we are expected to be good at it..strict hooorrr....=D

Getting started....

The end result...haha..it's still not good enough...he said mine lacks flowers bla bla...yet I still don't get the whole idea of arranging flowers..haha!

Everyone was really tired and bored I guess until one of them had to resort to this...jeng jeng (see pic below)

Johnnnn...I caught you..hahaha...zzzzzzzzzz

P Square: Lau shi Sheryl: Assistant

Haha...how cute...working together to give rise to intellectual beings...muahah!wah...good vision you two..keep it up!

Wah Melissa!!..relax with the knife..scare me...chill ah..I just want a photo of you..Nooo!!!Don't slaughter me..!!ok ok...I let you do your work ahhh...heee=D

I was pretty bored too so I took more candid photos of us..

P.S the teacher's not ard sooo...we all go out to play...=D

Melanie...who gave you those flowers....hubby ahhh???hahhaha!

Lai Ying, me and Lynn....haha!Peace!

A Day with my frens!

2007-10-28T00:18:00.000+08:00

Today is soooo fun...because we got a chance to handle a changkol...although I didn't have the mood to go on a changkolling spree...but anyways...my partner for the day is Alicia...and she had this craze or I should say interest in collecting earthwormzzz..yupppp...twiggle twiggle and wriggle wriggle..

haha..I touched these guys with bare hands ok...and they feel sooo cool and gooey...haha

Then, later that day....we had our first hydroponics prx lesson although they were some hiccups before the lesson started..haha!Mel was my partner...and guess what we sowed? Mel's "most favourite plant": SWEET BASIL!

Mel, hold them properly ah....hehe!nice handwriting btw...=D

After sowing those lovely seeds....we soaked them in water at the Greenhouse(I'm not sure what they called it..hydroponics room????:-S

Happy growing, my little seedlings..heeee

Dr.Greg gave us a tour and advice abt these activities...we had to do something very interesting...jeng jeng

Mummy! Today, teacher taught us how to do spring cleaning...see, I know how to hold a broom..

More pix....

An absolute beauty(I'm talking about the lady on your right)=D

Me and Lai Ying

Yup...and the fun had to end...soo soon..haiz...I had great fun learning with them...we laughed, smiled, frowned, cried, yelled (yes she practically screamed when she found out she was standing next to a basil plant *GRINS* and ran away)

I'm forgetful these days!

2007-10-18T23:48:00.001+08:00

Being forgetful at young age....whose fault is it???HAHA!is it the vitamins that I haven't been taking or I'm just getting old..or maybe my mind is scattered in themebuck two..thats y it can't come back...

Here are the few things I forgot to do this week:

1) First in the list, I bought a gift for Gillian for her birthday and I forgot although I met her several times this week.
2) I was given a project and I had done it but I forgot to attach the documents.
3) I forgot what I wanted to write here...never mind...

Haha!I'm quite relieved though because G01 went out to Bras Basah Complex to shop for some art stuffs for Landscape Design lesson..but sadly the cost of the stuff burnt several holes in my pocket..not mine actually my parents'....felt bad though, they worked so hard to earn them and suddenly whoosh gone!

Anyway, God Bless them!

Ok....I'm gonna store all my cookies and I'm off to bed!

Bye!Thanks for visiting!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!

2007-10-13T20:56:00.000+08:00

Yay!hari raya is here..*dances* baked 9 types of cookies....because I'm a cookie monster....

Waited for frens to show up at my door..but sadly they didn't..nvm...and school is starting...yay!got Gillie a nice bdae gift..not much but it came frm my heart...that's more important...
hmm...ate a lot of lodeh, ketupat, and other stuffs....haha..my tummy's full so I wanna go n relax n watch tv...spending the last bits of my precious holiday...yay!

Bye!

Words of Love

2007-10-08T02:10:00.000+08:00

Gosh! I can't believe it I cried in front of the TV screen..goodness.....haha....well I was following this malay drama very closely...and true it's a very good one which deserves an award...
the story is basically like this..a single, lonely orphan married a rich man and had 3 kids. But, the marriage didn't get an approval from the man's mom. So, on a fateful night her husband was framed for drug trafficking... she loved him and her children so much she sacrificed herself by taking the blame and was sentenced to life imprisonment...

the story touched me soooo deep because I can't imagine how great the power of love is...there is no mathematical calculations for it...there are no science explanations for it..and yet it exists in everyone of us...and I just don't know how many wonderful things it can do to mankind...the love between a man and a woman., the love between a parent and child, the love between friends and people ard us..sometimes the journey of loving someone needs sacrifices, pain, suffering, disappointment and tears. But, faith is the one that keeps us going and in fact encouraging us to keep loving and keep burning the dying out flames in our hearts...marvellous...

However, love is just a word. People just use it like any other word in the dictionary, without understanding the meaning of it or how to use it, more importantly how to say it. It's easy to fall in love and it's easy to fall out of love. Every minute people tend to change spouses or partners like it's not a big deal. All the vows and promises are so brittle that pieces of it pricks the wounded hearts. All sacrifices, words of love, memories are gone, soared high above the sky never to be seen or heard again. Hope is still there I guess.. I'm just hoping that all couples out there will realize this, no matter how bad your spouse can be, you were the one who made the choice to spend the rest of your life with him/her. So, the best way is to give and take, let love do it's work and wonder...if you love that someone with a sincere heart you can mask off the imperfections and besides imperfections are like thumbprints their unique in everyway. ;D Think about it!Thanks for visiting!

To Do List

2007-09-28T23:24:00.000+08:00

haiz...two weeks more to Aidilfitri and there's a lot to be done...

1- Tidy up loose ends
2- Baking
3- Baking
4- Baking

HAHAHA...lots of baking to be done..just finished baking pineapple tarts...haha...I've posted an invitation in the class blog so hopefully there will be visitors this year...lots and lots of visitors haha....unlike last year, which was super quiet..

hmmm...I really miss my best friends haiz...so sad one is in Aust..the other is also pretty occupied with stuffs....well nvm..still I wish them all the best..!You are always remembered!

Right, I really feel like dozing off as soon as the cookies are cooled..hmmm..how long will that be ahhh??heeehee...nvm...shall wait patiently..meanwhile I shall watch tv..or compile songs..

Orites!Thanks for visiting and reading this post..shall update frequently and share more recipes...haha..the culinary guru!muahahha!

SUCCESS!

2007-09-25T18:06:00.000+08:00

HAHAAH!!!!YESH!My donut turns out to be superbly beautiful, soft and yummy...thnx to the recipe book...I thought of giving some to my aunt but she stays too far away and I'm soo lazy to travel..heehee...

okies..here's the recipe in case anyone of you wants to try or for culinary enthusiasts..

Ingredients(A):

300g bread flour

200g plain flour

80g caster sugar

10g yeast

5g salt

20g milk powder

Ingredients(B):

230ml water + 1 grade B egg(usually the ones used for baking cakes)

Ingredient(C):

40g Shortening(for vegetarians vegetable shortening can be used, the taste is as yummy)

For coating:

Caster sugar/icing sugar/cooking choc

Steps:

1)Using a mixer (the hook tool), combine (A) and mix well.

2)Add (B) slowly, and let the mixer mix it till it becomes a sticky dough

3)Add in (C). This helps to lubricate the dough so that it won't be so sticky and difficult to manage.

4) Leave it to stand for 30 mins until it doubles in size.

5) The dough will become soft n smooth. Roll dough 1cm thick and cut using doughnut cutter. Arrange the doughnuts neatly on a tray and leave it to stand to allow it to rise for a second time. ( oops I forgot this step..no wonder mine are so cute and small :-S )

6) Deep-fry the doughnuts till golden brown and dredge with caster sugar.

You can get creative by using any sort of topping you like...as for me I love the snowy feeling on my doughnuts so I used sugar powder. Using a sieve I slowly release the powdered sugar on my doughnuts like the picture below:

HAPPY TRYING!

CLASS OUTING! Monday, 10 Sept 07 11.30 am

2007-09-20T13:20:00.000+08:00

Okies...haha from clockwise,

1-we met at Long John Silvers @ VIVOcity for a quick bite

2-then proceeded to the monorail station...haha...the new monorail quite short but the inside to me it's quite cozy..then we took a beach tram and went to Palawan beach..Alicia found a nice veranda for us to settle down and rest our tired legs

3-haha home cooked food refreshing to the throat...and satisfies our hungry stomach..hopefully u guys didn't get stomachache ah...hehe

4-John brought card games...we found this bomb game very interesting but sadly someone didn't do a quick revision by reading the instructions..so we are like half lost and I kept losing...haha..John u demoralized me for nothing u noe...I thot I was an idiot haha...

5-After boosting our energy, Kavidha suggested we have a small tournament..Making Sand Castle!..hahah...how to make sand castles without spades and buckets????I asked...her reply was Use your fingers and palms la..haha...

6-Our judge is Alicia Grp 1(Kavidha n Adeline) Grp 2 (John n Aishah)

7-So we zuo zuo zuo..then Alicia picked the winner (highlighted)heehee..eh u all still owe John and me a slurpee..we haven't got our prizes yet!

8-Sandball Fight!never heard of it but yes..tat was Kavidha's and John's idea...throw sand at each other...winner Vs loser?? I dunno maybe for the fun of it..

9-SAY CHEESE!!!nice group picture under a palm tree..John did climbed it..but then he shot a bonus question How Do I get down???hahah..great....at last he just plunged down...haha...I caught a nice video of him..shall spread it on YouTube..haaha

10-Haha!Then we all went back to VIVOcity and watched Ratatouille!haha..so fun!

Thanks Again for the outing! I surely had loads of fun!Next outing I shall put up a notice at the class blog soon!

Relieved!

2007-09-19T00:44:00.000+08:00

wah!I'm so slow in updating my blog..huahah...anyways Congratulations to everyone who got their results and cleared everything...for those who didn't manage to..Dun Give Up! Keep Trying! Seek guidance and learn from ur mistakes..God acknowledges ur effort!Slowly but surely u can make it!JIA YOU!

haha...just wondering though..at this age of 18..haha I noe it's still a young age...anyway here's the story...I was very concerned abt my classmates xm results...some wanted to change course so they need to clear everything in order to do so...some have put in alot of effort and they expect good results..some went through great sacrifices like loss of beauty, loss of precious sleep, loss of playing games, etc..so I asked them whether they made it...but I was pretty shocked "A" wasn't that willing to share..."A" was particularly nervous and secretive...but I knew "A" would do well because "A" is a model student who commits to his/her work..

I had to admit I was like that once..very secretive with my marks...especially if u get low marks...afraid to tell..but then later I realised that the more I do that, I'm actually forfeiting my self-esteem unneccessarily...It doesn't matter how well I perform....it's the effort I put in...how hard I tried to understand and grasp the concept of the subject...how much sacrifices I made..how much hardship I went through while sitting for my exams....marks/grade are just a prize to all mentioned earlier...

I dunno...this is just an opinion..but it seems pretty childish though...anyway...it's a matter of privacy...shall respect that....just curious...is it because they are afraid and ashamed that others are better than theirs...because they think xms are competitions..where intellectuals compete with one another?

...please...what we are doing is not to show off...we are learning so that we can help ourselves and others, with the right attitude n knowledge to survive in this harsh world...so that we won't be fooled by cunning burgers out there...

Hey All!

2007-09-05T21:31:00.000+08:00

Haha!It's been a long time since I visited my own blog...heehee...anyway Life's Great!Currently enjoying my 7 weeks holidays...weee...

Went out with an old friend of mine..she's still the same as before..only much prettier and jovial..aahaha..Dayana..u in love ahh..y the sudden change..heehee..kidding2...

anyways..here's our lovely photos I grabbed from her..hehe

HAHA!!SmileZ!

Today I discovered something abt u..u savour and really taste ur food when u eat.not like me..super fast..and burp loudly..HAHAHA!!

Quizzzzzzzz

2007-03-10T15:49:00.000+08:00

Hahaha...I don't really have the mood to type anything in my blog..so I guess I'll just share this with all of you...Thanks readers for dropping by..

You Are A Good Friend

You're always willing to listen

Or lend a shoulder to cry on

You're there through thick and thin

Many people consider you their "best friend"!

What Kind of Friend Are You?

2007-03-07T21:05:00.001+08:00

You Are More Yin

Feminine

Devoted

Forgiving

Fall

Winter

Afternoon

Moon

Time

Passive

Metal

Honey

Are You More Yin or Yang?

We Wish...

2007-02-27T22:39:00.000+08:00

Hello...dearest readers...I wish all of u the best in ur lives...

Life...life is pretty hard yeah I gotta tell u...harsh...and sometimes murders you on the inside...it can make u suffer that u wish u weren't born...

However, we sometimes forget that it can be beautiful, a very beautiful place where it helps u learn to be someone strong, someone who has strong will power, someone who has determination, someone who is not afraid to take risks and accept challenges....

There are so many things in life that we want to achieve, would like to achive or even wish we could achieve....we are often faced with disappointment because perhaps in our past we could not get what we want..or wish we could have, but hey...have FAITH..that itself is a miracle that does wonders. It does not only give u strength to hold on, but it gives you courage to persevere in all kinds of tests, no matter how many times you trip and fall...you will rise again.

I too, was disappointed, angry because I could not get what I want..I could not achieve some of the things I really like...but...I know..I need to have FAITH...so I can move forward..learn from my past mistakes..treat it as my guideline so I won't repeat it...and the most important thing give yourself a chance..forgive yourself if u make mistakes...ponder for a moment and set things right again..

We are humans, and with God's Grace..believe you'll make it to the END....I believe I'll make it to the finishing line...I know it's easier said then done...but I'm also trying as best as I can..and learning as much as I can...trip and fall...but nevermind get yourself up..and start walking again...God never force us..it's us who are hard on ourselves...

Thanks for dropping by...I hope that this post will help and somehow lights up your spirits..and just remember..SMILE...no matter how hard the situation can be...Don't forget to turn on the lights if you are in complete darkness...If there's a will there's A way....

Bye

Feeling warmth and gentleness in a world of Silence

2007-01-29T13:41:00.000+08:00

My neighbour just recommended me a good drama titled Silence which is currently playing on TV8.
My goodness...I fell in love with it the moment I watch it...Besides the compatible chemistry between Vic Chou(F4) and Park Eun Hye(she acted in Dae Jang Geum as Jang Geum's best friend)...I love the plot...about childhood friends,the question about coincidence,fate and destiny, love and obsession, kindness and cruelness, forgiveness and grudge.

The title itself explains so many things.

But the sad part is Vic's character dies of liver cancer(can't wait for the TV, heheh so I watched it on youtube). Now that's heart-wrenching. Viewers like myself need to cope with the pain of separation...Losing someone you really love is very and terribly painful..I've been through it so I know..

So, I really recommend everyone especially my readers to watch this drama. I know it's just a fiction and you may tell me, "Come on! It's just a drama, everything is just an exaggeration". Yup, I must agree, but trust me the essence of the movie is really meaningful and there are so many lessons we can learn from it. It changed my life in a way.

So last words from me, appreciate life, don't take things for granted. Make the people you love happy while they are still alive. And remember to cherish forgiveness in your hearts and give yourself and others a chance. It's easier said then done but trust me you'll be a lot happier this way. God Bless You all!

Thanks for dropping by.

See You next time.

So, happy watching..

2007!2007!Welcome!Irasshai!!!

2007-01-07T16:49:00.001+08:00

hahah...Happy New Year My Frens & Readers...

MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YR!!!

2006-12-24T22:04:00.000+08:00

To all who are celebrating this Season.....I wish all of u....

A Merry Christmas & A Happy New Year!!!

May God Showers His Deepest Love On All Of Us!!!!

Amen...

okies...Happy Holidays, Thanks for visiting...

LOVE CONQUERS ALL!

2006-12-21T19:19:00.000+08:00

This is one of my favourite quotes...it goes like this
"The world says that hearts are crazy, but hearts that are filled with love say the world is crazy"

fuhh...Life takes u in a thrilling, shocking and sometimes, exciting journey. It sometimes put u on wings of storm...and make u feel traumatised, and make u feel lousy and u just want to give everything up....I feel that way...but I know hating myself aren't going to solve anything..

there are so many things to learn...but in the process of learning u make mistakes...and people ard u just makes it harder for u...y?becoz they dun give a chance and expect results and expect u to be perfect always..geez...only God and true frens will guide u through.....haiz
but there's the challenge...what's life without few dragons...hahaa..we must challenge ourselves and keep trying...NEVER GIVE UP!...if u think u got problems just think abt others??? they have bigger ones...only Love can give us a new pair of eyes...gosh...sharing this makes me feel a lot better...

I just wanna make a difference...I want to try to be a better person...strong in mind and calm at heart...I wanna accept things in a positive point of view...because wen u do that u feel like u r in heaven...but if u look at a negative point of view...u feel rotten as if u r rotting in hell...hehe

okies..anyway...New Years Day is coming..so must make new resolutions and achieve it one step at a time....it's ok to laugh at urself sumtimes...coz we r all learning...so, make the learning process fun...okies..gtg...wanna watch PB

"Some Gassy Business"

2006-12-09T13:22:00.000+08:00

ahhaahha...went to see my doctor yesterday, and he said I've got gas problems which leads to gastric and on set to become gastric flu...hahhah...the reason because I ate too much and most dishes I ate are spicy stuff...so be careful when dealing with food...

So now, I can only eat soup, veggie and fruits..geez...no spice...no kick....haiz...but nvm maybe I can bake small cupcakes or apple muffin....so that I can eat during breakfast....in some ways sweet things sweeten ur life a bit huh...

Okies, gtg, gotta run a few errands....adios amigos....thnx for dropping by though

"Hello"

2006-12-07T12:54:00.000+08:00

hahaha....christmas is on its way already..can't wait to share the joy...(jgn lah gejoloh kan...date baru brape haribulan)....kihkih

Ok...today Wentworth is going to make an appearance on my TV...in Prison Break...here we r a bit slow...coz still stuck at season 1....good thing there's YouTube...haha...today's ep will be about him swimming around in shorts...dunno wat he's doing...but must admit the writers are freaking clever...there's enough suspense to make my heart jump and beat 1000x faster...

So, when is the DVD coming out..no idea...it's out but it's in code 1...geee...EXPENSIVE...(pokai kocek)...anyway...I haven't paid a visit to PP...to check out any cool ex-rental movies...weeee..syiok2...got loads of good movie with affordable price....

Rites, gtg, I'll post again later tonight...oh yah to English readers I apologize if u dun understand some of the things I wrote coz it's in my language...Thanks for dropping by though...

SWEEEET.....

2006-12-06T14:49:00.000+08:00

hehehe...after coming back from sending the presents...I felt like eating sweet things...like Kueh2..and cakes (tk kisah asalkan manis..kihkih)

So dropped by Begawan Solo, and grabbed a few delicious cakes....and now I wanna go and rest....and btw

For English readers I apologize if u can't read some of the things I wrote...coz it's in my language..

Thanks for reading....I'll continue later tonight....

Koots And Teem to The Rescue..."We got a Birthday to save"

2006-12-05T21:55:00.000+08:00

Geez...life is very taxing sometimes... so cruel..cried a lot yesterday...coz if u live in a shit hole too long you feel like shit...hehehe....
worst I'm having gastric flu...the cramps the aches..GOSH!...God knows...

hehehe...but still I'm quite energetic to complete some chores today...like buying my girls birthday presents....the eldest will be getting a Tea Party Set..and the youngest will be getting a "Lets Be Creative with Beads" set....I'm sure they'll have fun playing and sharing with each other...Wishing Them All The Best in Life....

Okies, shopping for gifts is the most fun thing to do....although u dun have much in hand but still if it is 4 someone u love...u'll sacrifice anything...heeee...

My sis was in a panic mode...so she can't stop worrying abt whether we'll be able to get the gifts...hahaha....our last stop and our SAVIOUR was a warehouse sale @ Expo...that surely saved our day...ahhaha....

We took about an hour to search for gifts but most of the time we drool over beautiful handbags, shoes, sunglasses, fashion, accessories, toiletries bla bla...
nothing about toys at all...hahhaa...women...always fall into temptation...hey but we r smart shoppers too...ehehehe...luckily the place wasn't so crowded today..we didn't have to queue up at all...Then, had a bite of warm waffles and a cup of corn...and went straight home...

Now, I'm so relieved and tired...wrapped the presents already and ready for delivery....
weee..yay yay....ok folks time to go....

Bye....hope u have a nice time reading....

Sooooo...into the mood of listening to traditional music

2006-12-05T21:37:00.001+08:00

Weee... hehehe...dunno y...but here's the story, after hearing various songs from different singers from all countries...suddenly I kinda miss Tan Sri P.Ramlee's songs...heeeee...the melody and lyrics just mesmerized me...and wants me to listen more and more..over and over again...weee...it's true...

Not only that, I have actually fallen in love with Malay Wedding songs, sung by M.Daud Kilau, Anita Sarawak,...dun mind me...because I love music...and I'm going very traditional....okies people...gtg....if u have questions abt Malay songs...just message me @ aishahsponge@yahoo.com ..I'll be glad to help...